Wednesday, November 28, 2007
PAID LEAVE PART I
It's been 2 days into my paid leave...haven fully completed any stuff i wrote in my To-Do List yet, but started working halfway on 1 or 2 only....need more discipline!!! The worst thing bout having holidays is tat u get urself in a situation where u dun noe wat to do n end up wasting time. Though I admit tat i waste time to destress myself (ever heard of such a method??? lol...), de type of wasting time amidst your busy schedule and wasting time when u're already so free are 2 diff things. The first one makes u destress, but de second one might make u more stressed cuz u're knowingly "throwing away ur youth"..haha...
So for these 2 days, i've mainly been working on my 6 ppt slides assignment, which is a minor asignment which can be submitted thru email...so no need to go to NIE tis week!!! so considered on paid leave liao..hehe...Then today at prayer meeting, i was asked to be a musician for carolling, and was given a booklet with a compilation of the christmas carols to be sung. Quite meaningful and nice songs...and some new songs too :) so will hav more songs to practise now.
Thank God for giving me a chance to serve in the music ministry even though i know that i'm quite a stage-fright person when it comes to playing music in front of many people. When I first started learning the organ when I was young, i never imagined that i would be used by God to play in church services. So I thank Him for leading me to serve Him in this avenue. God's will is perfect, and He'll definitely lead you to where He wants you to be....if u're willing to be led by Him :) I admit I still get kinda nervous and stressed when I have to play in front of alot of ppl, maybe i haven been praying fervently enough...but I know that my Almighty Father will not leave me nor forsake me when I need Him most (Hebrews 13:5) =)
Recently I've heard a song that goes "And although there've been times I've been out of His will, I've NEVER been out of His care..." I think it's a very great comfort to Christians who have a best-est friend like Jesus! Even though we've strayed from His will wilfully, God still loves His children, which reminds me of a song which someone changed the words frm the children's song: Jesus loves me. Here it goes:
(To be sung to the tune of the kid's song, Jesus Loves Me, This I Know)
Jesus loves me when I'm good,
When I do the things I should.
Jesus loves me when I'm bad,
Though it makes Him very sad.
Yes, Jesus loves me (x3)
The Bible tells me so
=) =) =) =)
12:32 AM
Lyna